Sometimes when I day dream, it turns into a goal. It’s so good that I have to pull it out of that world and into mine. But then I question how others will view me, why im doing this, what’s the ending like? Become insecure about what I dream about and stop pursuing it. And that’s the cycle.
Why do I do that. ?*
Throwaway the reality I wanted because I was scared of the judging panel. Who would be happy and who’d leave me.
In the end, the question that really matters is, is it in gods name and for him?
God is the one judge.